Sunday, October 11, 2020

I do not believe the Bible is perfect and infallible.

I’ve been a Christian now for just over 50 years and I’ve had quite an interesting walk with Jesus.  And my faith has grown and my understanding has evolved.  I can say that today after the hardest 9 years of my life, I love Jesus more today than ever and am closer to him than I’ve ever been.   He is absolutely necessary for my happiness.   While I know that I’ve been spiritually “rogue” most of my adult life, in years past I now see that I was a Bible thumper on a few issues that I've since repented of and see that I was clearly wrong, bigoted, intolerant, or deceived.   After now being in a place I've not been before, of having lost everything,  I am trying to find a purity in my faith and be a more accurate demonstration to others of the Love that I know Jesus has for me and mankind. By the Grace of God I will overcome and I will be restored.

It is now my belief that the True message of God is not nearly as complicated as the various orthodox churches have made it.  It’s pretty simple.  
Love God, Accept Jesus as your Lord, and Love your neighbor Period.

And I am trying to walk out that simplicity in Love. I miss the mark many times, but that does not mean the Mark is wrong. It has taken me too long to see that every single solution to the problems that beset this world can be solved by me chosing to Love my fellow man and to Love God.

I believe that God Himself understood that the entire issue of Faith in Him was difficult to grasp.  And many other religions offered a god to people that was whatever the priests said that god might be.  In the case though of Christianity, God said, "I'm going to make this easier for you.  I'm going to come to Earth and show you all the Exact Representation of Myself".  And then He did that thru Jesus.

Here is what I have reduced it to as being important and foundational about the bible and the Christian walk.

1.  Millions of Christians today would say they are Bible Believing Christians (BBCs), but I have never met one that actually was.  I would have proclaimed myself as one in years past, but I was a phony in that affirmation.   I am not one of them.  I do believe the Bible is the best, finest, most important, life-changing book ever written and unequaled in its Divine picture of God. It contains many of the words of God Himself from the Father or the Son.   And it has many excellent teachings in it from men/women who had a closer walk with God than myself and therefor are good lessons/mentors to me.   The world and mankind often times (though not always) have been better because of it. In the case of those imperfect rulers and armies who have held it forth as their banner to go and slaughter people it has certainly not been stellar in its motivation.  The Bible, nor God, has ever been on the side of War.  I am a better Christian, man, father, friend and a better person for having it, studying it and holding it dear.   It inspires me.  Gives me Peace in turbulence.  Gives me Hope in distress.  Motivates me.  Assuages my fears.  Refreshes me.   Other times it has beat me into the ground because of me using it as a stick to beat my own self over the head with or worse for others to beat me up with.   I have though been just as inspired, motivated, and refreshed by the gospels of Nicodemus, Mary, and Thomas as I have been by the books in the "authorized" book we call the Bible.  I am also inspired as much by the writing of St. Francis and St. Augustine as I am James' and the other epistles.
2.  I believe that most of what the Bible has accomplished in changing men and women came as a result of the 4 gospels and, as we call them, The Red Letter verses, and that all the other books just add to the Christian's life.  In at least a few cases though, the other books have given them a whole new set of instructions or laws to obey. For many, many of them, they don't just become instructions but have become a whole new law of touch not, taste not that have put “Bible-Believing-Christians” in bondage rather than freedom.    I think the world would have been just as positively impacted if the Bible had been just the 4 gospels, and maybe even better and certainly with fewer divisions. It might have been better with 8 or 9 Gospels?
3.  I believe the messages and words in the Bible are the finest hope for mankind walking toward his eternal life and they are the greatest lifeline to bring back those who have walked away.  But the 4 gospels, or at least their message, are the Only Hope for finding that Eternal life to pursue in the first place.
4.  I believe the Bible, any of them, as written in its wholeness, is a great guide book to speed along the Christian's walk toward maturity.   I also believe a person could achieve just as great, or greater degree of maturity, even if illiterate and never reading a word, but spending their life walking in the shadow of Mother Theresa, my missionary friends in north Africa, or the founder of Waco's mission to the homeless, night and day.  As I've already pointed out, using it as a strict guide book to the letter, it would have also resulted in the body of Christ biologically being eliminated in the first century. It would taken bottles of Pepto Bismal off the shelves of BBC homes and replaced with bottles of Gallo Rose.  We would have our leaders summoning people up before the congregations and speaking them to be cast down dead for not bringing all of their possessions to the church for sharing.  We would each own nothing privately, but all would be held in common.  There would be no rich or poor among the brethen, but all would be equal.  And men would all be marrying young girls of about 12 when they entered womanhood.    Granted these are extreme examples.  But for those who say it is perfect and inerrant, they can't get a "free pass" to say "oh, except that verse".
5.  I believe the words of Jesus in the 4 gospels and Acts were in fact what He said, in more-or-less, the words He said them. It is not important to me that the words be known to be the exact interpretation.    The author/writer may have not gotten the quotes word-for-word, and that's not important.   I believe those are the True, Perfect, Infallible, inerrant, expressions, thoughts, instructions, counsel, admonitions, assurances, and warnings from the Mouth of God Himself.   And He did this because He knew that the concept was just too hard to fully comprehend without Him coming and showing us exactly what God looks like. In our frailty we need a God that can be touched or at least know that someone has touched Him.  Without meaning irreverence, to use a colloquial expression "it came straight from the horse's mouth".  I also believe those 4 gospels were the only ones chosen by a bunch of old men (only) in about 400 AD and not the others because those 4 most exemplified the world view the leaders wanted the sheep to follow and they had a personal agenda that narrowing it to only those 4 gospels promoted.
6.  I can imagine, though not know, that as He was with the disciples, He could very well have spoken to them, like I would to one of my kids and have said "now write this down so you remember it". I doubt though He then said, "and be sure to take them to the synagogue on Saturdays and make sure you read it along with Isaiah and the prophets."   
7.   The Word of God is not printed.  The Gospel of John said: He is the Word become flesh.  But mankind has always needed something to touch and look at to put with their faith.  The Jews coming out of Israel needed the stones.  They needed to be able to look down at their penises and see something tangible and say "ah!   I'm in".    Now we have a book and we can claim that is the way that God has spoken to the church.  We can hold it up as a mark of faith. We can use it to measure our lives up against and still say "I'm in".   Or put a bumper sticker on the car saying 'God said it, I believe it, that settles it"  (at least for the scriptures that they still think apply).  I believe that most of mankind believe they need a book of Absolute Infallible Perfect instructions to put faith in, because they do not want the responsibility of hearing God themselves.   I believe that the orthodoxy of the church denominations today is that we don’t need to hear God ourselves but to come to church and the leaders and teachers will tell us what God says.
8.  Unfortunately with #7, I have seen in my life that mankind is most prone to one of three opinions   I am better than Him, I am Ok, He is better than me.   And the problem with letting the entire book become THE benchmark, it also gives us an opportunity to identify who is out.   I cannot see in Jesus life that He spent much time teaching about who the losers were.   He did announce that there were some losers, but then He focused on how to be a winner and offered us a race that everyone can win.  He basically said "no one has to lose". "Everyone who comes into my House, gets a 1st place trophy".
9.  Even with my narrow focus on what is Infallible (I don't like the word a lot, but it's the best I can think of to make my point), I can still be weak and worldly and once in a while catch myself looking at folks and have an opinion about whether they are "in" or "out".  And I hate myself later for it.   Now for the past few years when I realize I'm doing that I now very quickly repent and repent and repent.  When my children were growing up, I told them often that the easiest way to explain to anyone that their stick was crooked, was to lay a straight stick down next to it.  I am trying as hard as I can, and praying fervently that my straight stick is simply: "do they profess the name of Jesus as Lord and acknowledge Him as "their" Savior?" And if I cannot determine that then I can simply look at their lives and see if they Love others.   I believe it has to be a personal relationship because even Satan knows that Jesus is Lord.  Any person can be “in” regardless of their earthly condition and nothing can separate us once we have made our personal choice.  Nothing.
10.  I'm not suggesting someone do it, because of the spiritual elitism of it, but if there was a bumper sticker that said "Jesus said it.  I believe it" I would think that was something I'd see and say "Amen".   I believe that some of the rest of the NT is for another culture and another time, and may have been written for specific problems that different churches were encountering at the time.  I seriously doubt that Paul or the other writers ever imagined that the church would take those letters and base a dozen dozen dozen different denominations, sects, and factions on them or worse, make a new set of laws from them. 
11.   If Jesus said it, I believe He meant that.   And if He didn't mention something it wasn't worth mentioning. His teachings are timeless.   His teachings and words reflect the Words of God, because He is the Word of God.
12.  Lastly for now, as of 2:45 am, Sunday, October 11, I believe that the life of Jesus as I read it is available for me and each of you, to walk out exactly as He did except greater works could we do.   Any impediment to us walking that walk is on our side of unbelief and not on His part.   He desires for us to do what He did and if it wasn't available to us, He would have just told the disciples to remember Him and his deeds.   The reason the Church is not walking in His complete steps is because the leadership is not walking in it and so they can't disciple others to do so.